i'm who i am!!!who cares!!i love my life!!!!

it had been a long time ago....
my last post in english....
any way, i think written in chinese is more comfortable and relaxing....
i can make it many changes..
haha...

wednesday,just KL and i went to school...
gwen was sick...
i was wondering before i went to my class....
i had a seek from down and i saw the room was in dark..
(my classroom is at the third floor)
then i pray in my heart,
pls,just simply let someone there.
then, my leg carried myself up to my class.
i was shocked--there a no even a shadow of human in the room...
the tables and chairs were arranged and it was dark...
i'm not afraid of dark but loneliness....
before i step into the classroom,i heard someone's call.
i turned to left
there was KL sitting at the ...a piece of land which is excess..
we usually chit-chat at there,or feel the gentle blow of the wind....
well,she just sat there....do not knowing for how long....
but i think she was happy to see me because i was happy when i saw her.
haha
then,we play poker...while waiting for the happen of other miracle ..
there was.but just 3 more--Natalie,Johan Arif & Koh Dee Dane.
haha
we keep playing cards..
KDD too, with us.
that day, we were crazy....
first,we were so bored to do anything....
looking at the mural,i just felt like a balloon without air....
week~~~
some more there are a group of malay boys playing ..phone ?and play the heavy metal, rock music so damn loud.
our minds were fully disturbed and hurt...
so, we sit and stop our work immediately...
but those stupid human do not know how to look at people's face....keep playing their disturbing music...
damn.
we then play the card again and walk here and there....
we finally go into the 'bilik kesihatan'.
there a some beds there..we took of our shoes and roll on the bed....
haha...
such a silly thing...
we talk and play poker again....haha
finally, it's recess time.
we took our food and go into the 'bilik kesihatan' again
those boys were gone for food...
so we quickly paint the mural and we enjoy our time...
haha

i had forgotten when did us pack-up those painting equipments ...
then, the weather started to change into windy.
we had a great mood in that moment.
the mural was near the field.
there are a group of boys playing football there.
i like the weather,and KL likes it too.
we sat on a part of the field,under a tree,
then we started to play cards again.......
haha...
then, we felt unsafe for being near the football guys....
so we moved to annother part of the field....a 'bola baling' court....
there area more flatten and....warm.
haha.
it was very windy...
but we still sat there and play card=.=#
i saw the clerk talked to the boys...
i guess he told the boys so they stop playing because it's going to rain...
although we were far away but he showed the sign 'come back' to us.
well, i stood up to showed him the 'sign' that we were going in...
when he turned and go way,
i sat down again....and continue playing=.=#

we were crazy...
you cant imagine how strong was the wind....
the janitors had just cut the grasses.....
and the flower were all over the earth...
as we still sitting there, the flowers, grasses slapped us burstly.....
poor us....
but i like the pattern of the wind....
haha.....
the pattern of the grasses when the wind blew on them....
waving here and there....
such a beautiful moment....
well,we were badly hurt.....
then the rain started to fall....
we quickly finish the game and ran to a safe place.....

we had forgotten that those seniors were having exam.
then we go away embarrassly....haha
but then we found that we were stood under the rainy sky...
we quickly go to the toilet which is opposite the place we stood.

the toilet is placed at the bottom floor of the 'form 2 ' blog....
we saw a few girls were very nervous and so damn 'gan cheong'...
runnin' here and there....
finally, we found that they were exchanging answer in the toilet
using a piece of paper....
they discussed loudly and ....we heard all....
wow~
i never done this in my life also....
i believe in myself.
haha~~

then, we feel bored and no where to go...
poor us...
so,we go for food.-->canteen.-->yeah~~
we asked for some food but the 'kakak' said they have no more food.....
or...you want 'nasi goreng'?it's $2
o-okay-y~
for KL's stomach,we ordered 1 fried rice.....
hmm...it's not bad!...quite nice....
then we saw some senior had 'teh tarik'
for sure,we spent money on 'teh tarik 'again...
2 of us-->$1.60
haha
don't you think having a hot drink in a rainy day/cold day is nice?
ahhhhh~~~~~~~~
so warmmm~~~
and it really taste good that day....
maybe if's because not many people having it ....
there were just a very little people in the canteen that day....
the situation is so damn good.....
we chat for a while....
then it's time to go home....

well,the rain was still heavy....
like i always say.....
you should do something crazy while you're young...
so,we've done something crazy.....
we walked in the rain..from the top of the hill until the foot of the hill.
i was having a sign to be sick...
but KL was non-stop 怂恿 me for doing this.
then we saw a few junior walk in the rain....
well, i felt envy....
so, just ignore everything....
we walk in the rain jolly....
‘啊~~~~~~~~~痛快啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~’
and the point is ,
we wore white T-shirt that day....
you know what will happen when white shirt got water....
oo...unimaginable...
but we had did it.....
hahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
痛快啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
along the way, many people looked at us.
haha,who cares?
i'm happy~
haha~
we're happy~

Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten

I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten, yeah

Oh, oh

I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines, oh yeah yeah
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way oh, oh

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it ofr you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
the rest still unwritten

(Gospel)
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open *****
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open *****
Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

The rest is still unwritten

haha....

crazy isit?
my mom (⊙O⊙) when she saw me in wet....
haha!!!

i'm still young,so i did some crazy thing...
haha

night....
i had to go for a recital..
well, i was sicked....haha
fever..a little
haha.....
nvm.....who cares?
i like the third song they played
-->Le Grand Tango
yeah~
it's a very joyful song....
haha....
i feel like flying~~
haha.....
who cares?

hey you stupid idiots,
this is my life
and i damn love it.
i cheer for it!
i damn enjoy it!
i do things that i like!
i can spend my money
i can dance in the rain!
i can go travel to the whole world!
i can fly up sky!
i can sing every song i like loudly!
who cares!!
get away from me!!!
i'm totally free!!!!!!!!!!

damn free!!!!!!
who cares!!!!!!!!!

i'm the top of the world!!!!!!!!

-'idiot'...欢迎对号入座

小子，要打起精神来呀！

我只想问，怎么了？
怎么你的文字里充满的沮丧？
怎么你总是听着那么悲的歌曲？
最近老是下雨，你的心情也一定很坏。
谁惹你了？
你好像真的很生气。
第一次看见你用那么**的字眼。。
（不过也还好，有时我生气的时候，那根本不算什么）
有点错愕。
但总比闷在心里的好。
怎么了？
是不是我问了，你就可以回答呢？
真的很担心。
你不常提起你自己
而且，最近跟你聊天时觉得怪不对劲。
总参杂了一丝丝的灰影。
怎么了？
如果我问，你可以回答吗？
真的很担心。
别太勉强。。
一切都会好起来的。

有时候，自己努力的遗忘，却被身边的种种因素一直被挑起
那是一种痛苦的经历。
就像伤口好不容易结扎了，却又被抓破了。
鲜血的教训是--就算在痛苦还得咬紧牙关，撑下去！！
当一个人稳站在自己的立场说话，说的是别人的错误
对方却也稳占自己的立场，道的是你的错误。。
那么.到底是谁对而谁错呢？
有时心会挂念着别人嘴边的仙人掌。
但仙人掌也是有花植物。。
每每看见仙人掌含苞待放，就有种很特别的感觉。。。
或许那叫释怀。。
只有被千刀万剐的破皮囊，在破碎之后，
才能释放出全新而更成熟的灵魂。
智慧，是辗转千年，
是生，死，
而生，而死，
再生，再死
而累积的，
在你得到智慧的果实以前，必须反复的生与死。
过程虽然痛苦，即时饱受摧残，
不过只是个过程。
命运亦是如此的安排，
如果只需经历一遍而便领悟，
那就只需经历一次；
如果仍执迷不悟，怨天尤人，含冤吐恨，
看不透，过程便将持续循环。
过程，不说便知。
其实我们都心里有数，
有些事实永远改变不了的。
你就放弃希望，然后打起精神来吧！

但愿你早日找到出口，
放下真的很难，很难，
很难。
有谁能真正做到来如风去如风的呢？
潇洒也得付出代价的。
只是交换的是什么，
只是你是否愿意去接受，
只是你用什么心情去接受。

顺其自然。。。
一宇宙自有规律。
既来之 ，则安之。。
一切，
顺其自然。。。

*笑一个吧！(*^__^*)
要越长越茂盛呀！

看演奏会没衣穿！！

明天就是去观赏演奏会的日子了！！！！
翻箱倒柜,
原来我们都没有适合观赏演奏会的衣服！！~~~
怎么办？

我看，还是不要穿好了。
又方便，又有保障。。
保证我进警察局。=.=#
haha...

怎么办？！

文与影。六弄--瞬间失落却圆满

什么时候，失落感会向你袭来呢？
。。。
有什么头绪了吗？
哈哈
若你在三秒内想不出答案，
那么就别想了，那是好事--你是幸福的。

今天是看书的第三天，也是完成的一天。
很庆幸自己在忙碌的明天开始前就结了个局。
下次再开此书，不知是何年何月了。

如果这里有四季之分，
十月二十六的现在便是幽幽的秋天。
奇怪了，我怎么这么说呢？
而秋季里，任何时刻都叫人感慨。
花落了，叶黄了，风起了，地枯了。。。。
都是叫人感慨的例子。
他们都不约而同的在秋天里肆虐，
但以上叙述的都只是无病呻吟，
而最让人抓狂的是--分离。。。
你不相信的话请翻回脑袋中的记忆，
想想小学的骊歌是在哪个季节响得最凶。
这种活动通常会勾起人们平时不想去碰触的，内心深处的，
隐藏着的自己。
这算是人之常情
--失落感的力量实在太大了。
它会令你没胃口，失眠。。
再严重一些，你可能会怀疑你自己得了自闭症。。
哈哈

电影都这么演的；文字也是这么形容的。
这就是框框。。
其实分离不一定得发生在气高风秋的时刻。
热情如火的夏，花开鸟语的春，或寒风暴雪的冬，都可以让离别插上一脚。
跳出框框才会有新鲜感，而且别有一番风味。

你有没有这种感觉，
当你完成任何一个故事，
空虚和失落会为你盖上书的最后一页。
之后，它们便在你的身边缠绕，
久久不能散去。。。

‘用想象力看戏’
这是出自一名从小到大的一个朋友的名言。
之所以被本人称为名言，
理由非他--我喜欢。
想象力是上帝第二伟大的发明。

《六弄》的最后，确实是悲歌一曲。
占了全书2/3的男主角死了，
死因。。。我不方便说，你自己去看吧。
总之在最后你会觉得‘六弄’是个很有意思的代名词。
但我不希望它发生在各位的身上。

我喜欢藤井树的小说，
感觉不很强烈，淡淡的哀伤。
仿佛都是阴天。

最后最后，附加了十余页的番外篇。
一开始读得很没有头绪，而且叙说的都是遗憾。。
可是最后，是开心的结局。
令人意外，却很乐于接受。

爱是上帝发明的，最伟大的东西。
没有爱的世界难以想象，
就好像把人类制造出来以后忘了放骨头进身体里面
（难以想象。。）

咖啡就是有种魔力，会叫人上瘾。
文字也是如此，电影也是如此。
不知什么时候开始，咖啡的因子开始发挥本能，
让我无法自拔，抽不了身。
就像爱情~~

好了，我的咖啡见底了。。
而我心中的咖啡仍然煮着。。。

我想我中毒了。。。

--12.03全文完--

文与影。六弄--瞬间的感慨

那个。。。真不知道该怎么形容。
今天，我空闲的时间,被六弄填满了。
一头裁进小说里，过程很有趣。
我又收集了一些文字，这次关于爱情的比较多

--智者永远想的比愚者多

--如果暗恋就能这么快乐，我何必去悬着紧紧捉住谁呢？

--我可以了解被怀疑的痛苦，但你能不能站在我的角度想一想？当我这样怀疑你，心里会不会比你更痛苦？

--失恋简直像生了一场大病，不仅伤人伤心伤身体，还没药医。

--下一个会更好吗？其实，我不知道。不过，新鲜感很浓倒是真的。

--其实，你需要的不是去想该选这谁，而是像爱情对你来说是什么。

--三百六十公里，真的有那么长吗？--距离是爱情的第一桶冷水。

--距离真的是一种问题。它就像一颗不定时的炸弹。

--‘你的幽默很难明白‘--’你的愚笨也很难了解‘

--年轻的时候不太管得住自己的感情。（现在老了应该算是可以了)

--回忆总会带来一些惆怅，就像偶尔想起来的什么遗憾。

--瞬间失去了一切。。

--这是一个过度期，忍过去，撑过去，咬着牙再难过都要度过。
--如果我度不过，有没有其他地方法呢？

--如果两年的时间可以让一个人改变那么多，那么可不可以把现在的我立刻带到两年后呢？

--人生的难关，不是放弃生命就会通过了。

--对不起，我黄牛了。

文字就是有股力量，让人的心情因它而改变。
我喜欢把自己投入在其中一个角色里看故事，
就像演员拍电影的时候的那种投入。
这让我很有参与感，而且很深刻。
忘了什么时候开始，我便有了这总习惯。
现在的心情，真不知该怎么形容。。。
大家都睡了，没有人会来干涉我。
此时此刻，我很自由
可是，心情却好似被套上颈圈的金鱼。
抽象却实在。
那颈圈，便是安静的躺在我身边的，藤井树的
《六弄咖啡馆》。
作者是这么形容男主角的失落心情的:
‘我的心情是低气压，用天气来形容的话，大概就是那种会飘着细雨，灰蒙蒙的云盖满了整片天的。’
当然，我并没有像他形容的那么严重，
气压，雨，灰云等，
都没必要出现在我的周围。
那太压迫了。
我只是觉得有点悲。。。

我遇到了，
‘他们’ 所说的‘悲’。
原来是这样。
剩下两个chapter...
我没继续读下去，
还没有完整的心理准备。
万一我决堤了，怎么办？
--眼泪掉在手上，却是心被烫伤了

太投入，
更有意境的形容--
越陷越深，
无法自拔，
无法抽身。
演员通常都会遇到的一个问题。
这是他们的一个瓶颈，
一个很累人的经验。
就好像，某某电影里的某某人物便是你。
导演编剧要的，是他们创造出来的某某人有你的脸，而不是你的个性。
忘了你自己，全全地投入那个某某的世界。
他们的眼睛通常是过分的锐利，感觉也很牛角尖。
当他们的足够投入时，对演员来说已经是必须寻求心理帮助了。
我好像越说越荒唐。
哈哈！
总之，重点是--后遗症，三个字。
别问我为什么，
只要你有我那么变态，你就会明白了。

本人很喜欢书中的一个观点，那个关于侧脸的。
是这样的，
熟悉的侧脸的意义--那是另一个世界。
感觉就像全世界只有你熟悉这张脸，
而这张脸只存在你的眼睛里，却不存在于你的世界。
当你看着它，其实你并不是在‘看着’，而是正在‘倾诉’着。
对熟悉的侧脸倾诉，只是对方听不见。

你是否也有过同样的经验？
凝视着某人的侧脸，什么都没说，却好像吐露了心声。
我不太肯定我有没有尝试过，但感觉非常强烈。
或许，是后遗症的缘故；
或许，是想象力太丰富；
又或许，真的经历过。
尤其思念某人的时候。
那种不近不远的感觉，若即若离，很是折磨。
乐于其中，却期待多跨出的那一步。。。

眼皮快撑不住了，开始语无伦次。
老板，快给我一杯黑咖啡！！

现在时1.52a.m.
眼睛还是敌不过瞌睡虫。。。
老板的黑咖啡原来不会让人睡不着。。。


--1.53a.m.完文--

文与影。六弄--瞬间的感动

好久都没有这种感觉了。
文字的魅力，太强了。
一个好的作者，会把故事变成一个圆，
一个很大很大的圆，
可以让读者参与其中而发挥想象的圆。
我很喜欢电影，
但电影是无常的；
有时，它是个方，是个框框。
你还没看完整个故事便已猜到结局。
这就是方--思想被束缚在框框里，
就像每年过年都必须穿上红色的衣裳，中秋便是满月的秋询一样，
这便是传统。
圆则是，可以无限扩大的，可以把思想纳入的很圆满的。
就像在水面上荡澜的涟漪，扩大再扩大。
造成涟漪的，有时只是蜻蜓之点水，这便是圆满的，是一种结晶。
有时则是鱼儿哀叹的泡沫，那是缺憾。
化为泡沫而泛起的涟漪，当缺憾破灭。

文字是抽象的，电影是化抽象为实的一种方式。
只有被感动者才会感动别人。
思想不同，情感不同，心情不同，手法不同，质感不同。

我不清楚为什么会写出这些东西，
或许是因为无意间被感动到吧。
现在是12.45a。m。
暂时性的逃开了老爸的魔掌，
但我不能保证下一秒的安危。
赌上被骂的可能，加上被没收电脑的可能
但我认为此时的感觉胜过一切。

《六弄咖啡馆》
是一本小说，由藤井树所编写的。
大概在一年以前我买了这本书。
那么刚巧，当我把它取出来准备细细品味时
最近一期《学海》的《后浪坊》有位作者写了关于这本小说的情节。
便挑起了我浓郁的兴趣。
终于，忙碌了那么多天，终有些时间看了。
i'm on the half-way now.
心得很多。
所以才会选折在这危险的时刻把它们都记录起来。。。
这本书其实还蛮悲的，但我还没遇见，
‘他们’说的。
以下，是书中人物的台词，我认为还蛮值得深思的。。
--名字里太多‘心’，长大后便会变得很多心。

--当你已经全力以赴，剩下的都是命运的决定

--4个点能变成什么形？
4角形么？
4个点也能排成一个3角形。

--浪漫并不难，偏偏你们男人做得到的太少了

--别让瞬间的愚蠢坏了未来的生命

--交网友要小心，交朋友更要小心

--熟悉的侧脸的意义--那是另一个世界。

这些都是书里出现的字句。
本人还悟了几番道理，
看看你是否与我同想。
--觉不觉得，孩子处于叛逆期间/上了中学的时候，
父母总是苍老的特别快。
--在脑海里想念一个人时，就像狠狠地把水泼在一幅水彩画上
--想太多，便会更褪色。

如何？想试试看么？
试验一下吧！

我相信，这本书带给我的，还有更多的领悟。
我期待着。
生命的意义是。。。。。
把眼睛和心放对地方。

今夜的感觉很深刻。
或许是一切都对了：
气氛，感觉，心情，音乐。。。
song list :
Fallen Blossom (刑事插曲）
Love song （刑事插曲）
My Heart Will Go On-Kenny G
身骑白马--徐佳莹
看得最远的地方-张韶涵
白白的-张韶涵
不痛-张韶涵
亲爱的那不是爱情-张韶涵
能不能勇敢说爱-张韶涵
不想懂得-张韶涵
我会好好过-李玖哲
想太多-李玖哲
别-Ella
这天-苏打绿
小情歌-苏打绿
属于-梁静茹
崇拜-梁静茹
情人-Beyond

太适合了！
我建议各位，哪天你们看这本小说时，记得边听这些歌。
你会更感动。
--我用生命保证。

--1.34a.m.完文--

happy droplets of music~sax.&flute

here, at the very very first,
i would like to say cangratulation to Na-i~
she got her saxophone already~~
last friday~~
my words were too late but better than non...
haha, i hope she won't be angry,
enjoy the happiness in music~

the second thing i would like to tell about is..
i've learn to play the song in flute~
MY HEART WILL GO ON
woooooohhooooooooooooooo~~~~~~~~
i'm so happy~
i was like showered by the happy droplets of music,
gaily and enjoyable....
wwaaaaaaaaa~~~
do you wanna listen?
haha,
so sad ,too bad
i'm here but you're there...
haha....

so do you wanna go to the recital?
tell me faster!!
show me your passion.
FAST!!!!

spin spin music~

Ah~~~
spin spin spin~
i'm spinning like riding roller coster..
4th floor,3rd floor,3rd floor,4th floor,2nd floor,3rd floor,2nd floor,1st floor,3rd floor,2nd floor,1sy floor......
~(@﹏@)~
(=@__@=)
o(>﹏<)o
X﹏X

but we play happily at computer room today~
we open 2 computers.
1 for the serious work...
another is for fun.
we created a few funny stories of those fairytale like
Cinderella,Snow White, Little Mermaid,Little Red Riding Hood....
damn funny~
we share computers with our juniors...
they were having presentation ...
very fun.
after creating those stupid things, we save them in teacher's pendrive..
emm....i'm not sure when can we get back our perfect works....
well,they'll always in my mind.
haha.
we were almost fainted today...
we still have a mural to work on....
no,
is 2!!!
@ more mural!!
o my gosh!!!
when can i rest and spend times with my books?
haizz....although i'm so busy these days,
i feel enrichment.
they seldom look upon of me~
well,after we finish our works,we finally have 3more days to rest.
3,because Monday we dont want to go to school
due to the boring assembly...
we have to try our best to look for those incomplete sheets for the school magazine....
then open the door for the colours for our 'mural friends'
then paint the mural,
and do the school magazine.
Wednesday, i'm going for a recital of 2 great pianist of our country~
i'm so excited!!!
there's another recital of '二十四节令鼓' with other instruments...
i think that's very great.
if you ever listen or watch the presentation of them,
i'm sure that you definately in love with them.
we are looking for more people to go for the recital...
if you want to go ,please tell me!
more people, more cheap for the price of ticket....

so....
just tell me if you want, i'll give you the details....
haha

there're rules you have to follow
no T-shirt,
no jeans,
no shouting,even talking...
you can just whisper...
shiwoooshsh....
haha
so, we were stucked on the first 2 nos'
haha....
what should i wear?

busy days~~

有点佩服自己，
一边吃着沙拉，一边看着慧慈，
一边谈天，一边写部落格，
原来一心可以四用。
哈哈！
我是天才！
i'm a genius!!!

ahhh......
i was so damn busy these days...
i thought after PMR i'll have more time to rest.
but ,just look at me,like a -------
ggg.....

the day we return to school,
we never thought that there are so many weird things..
such as stupid ceramah....
and what boring activity...
they said they want to help us to know more about our personality.
(so you think they will succeed?)
we were so damn bored.
suddenly,at the second activity,
our chinese teacher--pnTong has came for us
she ask for our help..
to free ourselves,we agreed though she haven't said any thing.
but we never know.....
the works are actually very torturing too
we were asked to help in making the school magazine.....
if you thought that it is very fun of doing it,
pls knock your head on the wall.
we were so damn tired.
walk up walk down,walk here walk there...
damn tired.
then, we have to see other teacher's face,
do paper things, computer things......
take this from this teacher,take that to that teacher....
wooo~my leg....
today, we -Gwen,KL& me~
we thought we can finish those works today,
but,we were too look upon ourselves...
~~~~(>_<)~~~~
we walked here and there to paid for our idea--
get some golden words from teachers.....
first of all, we thought of Pn Azlina.
our penolong HEM.
she's the greatest teacher in our school.
she can remember 85% of the whole school's student.
can you?
she's my idol!
but she's a bit scary~~~
then, we look for MR. Francis...
he's the ex-dicipline teacher...he's a very wise man
he always have fun with his students
so many people like him very much
and then is Pn. Low Keng Lan,discipline teacher....
she gave us a shocked face...
after knowing things that we want, she faster said'masa itu emas'
we were shocked.
then, the secong victim is En. Yuges...
haha..
he was shocked too!for our question.
he asked us to go back to him 'later'..
then we go toilet awhile,and go back to him...
he was shocked to see us but hen he 委曲求全。
wrote down a simpulanbahasa--
'di mana ada kemahuan,di situ ada jalan'
ggg.....not creative
then Pn. Lechumi....'practise makes perfect'
.......
not remember any more....
Mr. Francis said that he'll give us tomorrow...
well,i made a conclusion~
different people need different time to process their brain.
pn.Azlina-10min.s
en.Yuges-sometimes....
mr.Francis--1 day
pn.Low--timeless......
无奈~~-_-#
and we found that, almost every teacher's place have food
Pn Low ate her nasi lemak in front of hungry us
poor us....
i didnt took my breakfast this morning also....
she's so cruel....
so, we disturb her the whole day.....hahahahahahahahahaha
today, while we were working hard on the computer and fighting with those paper,
Mr. Francis look for friends to play scrables...
ggg.....
teacher, dont you think you are too free?
pls help us.
....
and 1 important ting i wanna say is,
there are just 11 people of our class came for school today.
3guys.
i'm the 8th.haha
i brought camera abd MP4.haha....
we're the king of the school already~
yesterday, KL brought PSP,2 handphones..Gwen brought handphone...
wow....
unimaginable .
i've took some picture of our class....
you know what i'm going to do.....but later...
i'm so tired now.....and lazy.....
haha.....

bm-28/40~yeah!

yea~
there's something about PMR i have to tell...
that day,my BM tuition teacher took away my paper...
some days before,
she gave me back.
i saw her marking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gosh!!!
then i counted my marks.
the first 2 pages were all wrong.(shxt)
ggg.....
overall ,i get 28/40
yea~
this is actually a quite good result for me...
even at her tuition i never get so 'high' marks before.
i was proud of myself.
~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦
so happy~~~~
then i just need 79% for my paper 2 !!!!!
wwooohooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~happy~HAPPY~happy~HAPPY~happy~
yeah!

good luck to me!!!

tightened tongue

i wonder,
which language should i write in?
can you tell me?
i am so confuse....
anyone who see this,
please leave a message for me and i'll know what should i do...

KL‘s birhtdae~~

ahhh~~~~~
you'll never know..
something that better than your thought has happen.
that's a great moment.

yesterday ,all of us went to KL's birthday.
well,i leave my house at 8.45a.m.i go Gwen's house.
as i arrived,her Lilo came and welcomed me...
i was so happy for welcomed by a doggie~~
haha
i wait for Gwen at her house because she went out for breakfast with her mom
i read comics.
haha
she's a great comic collector.
if any of you have interest, you can look for her.
haha!（帮她打广告）
after then,Gwen has came back.
Na-i and SM came too!!
then, we play our music instruments--Fluto and Violin.
haha..just play play only larr...
then, Gwen's mama send all of us there.

you will never know,our experience last year.
as we reached there,that birthday girl haven't wake up yet.
we sit and wait.as all of us arrived,we talk until no topic.
finally, we go to hit and bang and tear hir room's door.
so hard we work.
she finally open the door and then go back to her bed.
ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg(╰_╯)#

last year,Jae Er brought her boyfriend.
so to this year.
the same person,the same couple.
but too many things happened in this unseen period.
JE broke up with her boyfriend once and couple with another for a short period.
but then,it didn't work for a long time,and JE'S bf ignore her words and look for her again.
haizz....
love is a poison.
then they get together again.
different to last year,Na-i has couple,
Jolene has couple,even KL has couple.
love is a miracle.

different to last year,KL's sister welcomed us with a very charming smile.
i can feel that she's very happy deep from her heart.
haha!
that makes me happy too.
and we saw her father.
he always give me a feeling that he's wise.
seldom to be angry.
and KL says that too.
don't you ever try to make him angry, otherwise, make sure you had prepared a coffin for yourself.
He called us to go upstairs.
firstly, i thought that she haven't wake up.
but i saw Jolene's there, and they were talking happily.
and i feel wow~(⊙v⊙)
haha
she called her bf.
she was so excited and waiting for the day.
------------chinese time---------------------
几乎所有人都到齐了，就只剩CocoPang--“我的爱”
哈哈！
我们很像很喜欢全部人挤在一间小房间里。
每一次都是这样。
当KL's bf 来了，我，Gwen&Na-i 就出去。我们下楼去玩乐器。
不久，大伙儿也跟着下来了。ggggggggg
Na-i 弹了一首她将比赛的歌。
很好听。楼上传来'encore'!!!!
哈哈！
真令人佩服的琴声啊！
就好像一个杯子里的，清水，却潺潺地流着
带着很快乐的心情，一个很美丽的境况。
接着，我们又一起演奏了那首piano,violin和fluto 的经典---
'Mary (in dark) had a little Lamb'
haha...
很好笑。
一秒钟后，我们的午餐准备好了！！
期待了好久，终于。。。。SM都还没吃早餐，可怜。
我们的午餐是---------面。
那种。。。。板面类的，有一点小蘑菇和肉碎当配料。
很香，很好吃。
之后，CocoPang 终于来了~~~我的爱~~~~
请别误会，我不是同性恋爱好者。一切纯属巧合。(*^__^*)
吃饱喝足后（其实也没什么饱的感觉）
我们就去看戏，我的爱带来的戏-----Orphan.
我很喜欢Coco今天的穿着，很fashionable .yeah~~
大家卖位，做好好，准备看戏。
我们好像一家人，围着电视机。
大家坐得很近，很亲。我很喜欢这种感觉(*^__^*)
半途，有人去拿水，大家都渴了；有人去厕所，
更多回顾片段，看她怎么杀人，buakakakakaka~~~
本人其实很想看这部电影很久了，终于有机会了！！！！
yeah!!
终于见识了那女孩的演技，太厉害了！！！！！
帅！！那么成熟，有诡计多端的女人，那孩子竟然把她演活了！
太厉害了！（鼓掌）
得奖是应该的（再次鼓掌）

看完戏了，又在晃来晃去，不知道要做什么，
真是不负责任的主人
于是，雨停了，于是，我们出去走走。
刚下过雨，所以很闷热，
热死我拉！！！！！！！
我们走去游泳池那里，好想跳下去。
可是本人有穿长裤，有穿着心爱的鞋子，
所以不敢下水，其他人都下了。
于是本人用她们的手机，为她们留下们好的回忆。
我能帮的，就只有这些了。
Na-i 和KL 很疯狂，全身都弄湿了。
本人，Gwen& JE 一起到那小小的游乐场去玩
哈哈
很无聊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
skip,skip,skip.....
终于，起火了。
凯彬和她的朋友们和一些小孩子一起开心地起火，
拿着扇子，谈天，好开心哦！！！！
可是，本人当时挥汗如雨，根本没有任何闲情，只希望风扇可以转快一点！！！
热啊！！！
不久，我们又在去游乐场。
talk,play,love.
回去时，食物奇迹般的出现了！！
炒米粉，curry,cincao........
吃着先咯，可怜Coco，一下子就要走了，赶去另一场。
连烧鸡都还没有吃到叻。
本人，Gwen和KL一起送她出去。
不久，火已经生好了。
wooo~~~~~
烧鸡翅，我来了~~~~~~
到最后，凯彬and the gang 去了游乐场。
他们还带了两瓶酒，ah~~~~
怎么那么好啊~~~~
少了很多人，就多了很多空位。
轮到我们围炉了！
我们就坐在火炉边，一边烧，一边吃，一边谈天，又唱歌。(¯﹃¯）
太好了！
其实到头来都没有饱的感觉，可能是一边吃，一边烧，又一边消化吧
哈哈
于是我们的目标就是把所有鸡翅干掉
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
我们真的做到了！只剩两三只，哈哈!
之后，我们烧 mashmarrow
还蛮好吃的！烧到有一点焦焦的，有一点脆脆的，很好吃~~~~~~
吃饱了后，就切蛋糕---Ice-cream cake.
之后，我们就疯狂拍照，很三八的照片。
我会想办法拿到的，然后放在这里，
我要把她们的丑态放在这里，
让他们毁于一旦，
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
在这种时刻，JE's bf 也跟我们玩，很白痴。
忽然，KL拿了一杯白酒。当然，酒鬼们都抢着喝，and i'm in!
之后，我们又去走走。原本只一对对的走着
一不小心，大家牵成’一条龙‘，
一起耍白痴。
哈哈哈
我们一边走一边跑，你拖着我，我拖着你，
幸好没有人跌倒。
一圈又一圈，我们耍了很多花样，
横着走，竖着走，滚着走，跳着走。。。。。
很好笑。
于是我们又去游乐场了。
秋千，跷跷板，滑梯。。。
本人坐在其中一个跷跷板的中间。
另一个板的左右各坐着一对情侣。
--MK&KL---------------JE&ZC--
then，摇，狠狠地摇！！
那两个男的其实很变态，
摇到女朋友都挺不住了，还越要越刺激。
很好笑的场面。
另一个Na-i接到CM的电话，到一旁去甜蜜蜜了
haizz。。。。。
天下无不散之筵席。
希望明年再相逢时，遇见的人还是一样的。
之后，


我们就开开心心的回家~~

快乐的一天。
永远留在记忆里。
感谢。
（好长哦，不就是一天而已吗？）
ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
thanks for viewin'
(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

FrEE-DomE...&...gOoD lUcK.....

ah~~~~~~~~~
finally~~~
FREEEEEEDOME !!!!!!
aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~
bad things all come out.....
PMR.....
i've been tortured for so many days....
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha,
frrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

well actually,
i enjoy the times....
before PMR,the time of it,and after,
firstly,the day we went school to take to 'slip'.
that 'slip' is like a pass for going in the hall.
if you don't have the pass,haha.......you come back next year.
so,it's really a very important thing to us,
except Deborah.
she horr...i wondered from where she get the braveness for not coming...haizz....
different people different thinking...haizz....
we were asked to arranged table.
looking at those students and teachers busy arranging tables,and the sound of the tables when it was pushed hardly,
i felt energetic and sorry for not helping...
so,i took a chair and walk here and there.
haha......better than no thing on hands,and this made me felt better.

after some times,the tables were finally in a great way--neat and tidy and ready for P.M.R.
from the begin-ing of the day,all of us carry our heavy,stupid beg .
we thought that we could have a rest but
we were called to walk up and down....(our hall for PMR is at the 3rd floor,ggrrrr......)
poor us...

finally,we had our seats...
i sat at the last part of the hall,the last 5th place,
haha
left--ms.Ling Hui
right--mr.Pin Quan
front--ms.Alia
back--Ong Tjun Kit
and my 'kod ' number is
BK097K083(buy TOTO)
my lucky number were all in ! haha
i must be lucky!!!!

we went back home earlier that day,but
no one to fetch.....-_-|||
majority of them went for lunch .....i guess

the next day we had a special holiday
study hard!!!o(>﹏<)o
7/10/2009....
this is the classic of my life

i had my first PMR paper--B.M.
so~~~~~~~~~``
damn-ing....
dont know how to say.....
for objective,the first 10 Ques. very,damning hard...my brain sqeeezz
others were ok ok lorr...
paper 2....
ok ok lorr....
but those 'tips' none even 1...
ggg.....

8/10/2009
english and science
this 2 paper i scared most.....
but i feel good this time....
and i tell you something,
the night before this day,
i read a 'guided writhing' book.
one of the composotion is about going to the old folks' house and activities at there...
i read the whole passage.
then,the english paper 2 exactly came out the same Quest!!!!!
and i felt like,( ⊙o⊙ )哇
even the details were same!!
wow~~~
miracle!!!

9/10/2009
geography----
may i say,
a piece of cake.

10-11/9/2009
rest and study.

12/10/2009
sejarah & maths
haha....
my throat was hurt before the sejarah paper.
coz we had 1&1/2 hours to rest.
then me ,K.L,Gwen,Na-i,S.M.
did a last revision.
we threw away the books and just do revision through mouth,discus ...
haha,we talk a lot of things....
our discussion is like a 强心针,
punched into our hearts....
haha,
and i sure all of us had done our best.

13/10/2009
the last day....
K.H. & Chinese
hated K.H.FREEEDDOMMMMMMMMMMMM
haha!!!!
then, me &KL went to Gwen's house.
we had our best time of our life.
we watch <我猜--慧慈篇>
laugh，laugh,and laugh..
then we had Maggie mee...
chat for a while and we went to Shell to buy ice-cream.
then we play a game---
shout at motorists.
every time we saw a motorbike ,
we scream....
haha,some of them look at us,haha
its a very good way to express your exciting feeling...haha
ice-cream....we scream with our mouth of eating ice-cream...
then we went to playground,
scared children.
but we were loose
a girl shout greater than us....
ggg......
we beat by a little girl.
we sat on a thing which looks like a see-saw..
i sat on the middle part,and we chit-chat....
suddenly,we saw someone jogging....
haha,
KDD....then we shout at him.haha
we chat for an hour there....
we chat for anything....
haha..

we had a great day.....

too long for this.
i'm listening
'There Can Be Miracle'
--Mariah Carey ft.Withney Houston.
its a very nice song...
i hope that there's a miracle.
i had a feeling that i won't get straight As'
haizz.....
i hope that i'm wrong.....
i want to buy guitar~~~~~~~~~~~~~
please~~~~~~

okay~~
Good Luck everybody....
good luck!!!

2009の中秋之夜

中秋节~~
今夜，空气中夹杂了阵阵香味。
若我没记错，那种味道。。。
烧烤！！！
对！没错！！就是烧烤---barbecue！！！
ah~~

邻居家办了个派对，烧烤派对~~~
简直听了都会流口水~~~
我很清楚，是因为他家的小朋友有邀请咱家的老弟去。
老弟本来不想去，经我几番游说---
我向小朋友要求可不可以帮我拿只鸡翅，
于是他跑去为妈妈那烧好了没，本人忽觉不好意思，
走回书房。。。
忽然，他拿着两只鸡翅站在窗边，
他不够高，只好到后门去交给我。
哇~~热腾腾的鸡翅，真是魅力无法挡。
我拿着给老弟闻闻，他便决定要去了。O(∩_∩)O哈哈~
都说了，鸡翅的魅力无法挡呀！！！

其实，小朋友也有请我去，不过是后来，
而且本人也得为考试做准备，于是以‘有东西做’而推辞了。
不过，我很快就后悔了。
--如果你在做复习时，烧烤的香味分子在你眼前跳跃，勾引你的鼻子，让你脑袋分心
这种情况怎么继续复习呀？？？

忽然，小朋友又来了，他大声嚷着“ei~”（本人原谅他，因他从不知本人的名）
“去后面！”
之后，我就看到他捧着一盘肉。
我问他那是什么，他说是烧肉。
哇~~~
还5 串！！！
每只都香喷喷的！！超感谢他的！
之后，我把肉串放到我桌子前，感觉难以形容。
山一般的书本纸张中，竟然出现了五块烤肉。
































而且，本人现在还在啃着烤肉呢。O(∩_∩)O哈哈~
很好吃，味道真好~~
没想到那小朋友还真懂事。wooo~~
幸福中~~

对了！中秋节怎能少了月饼呢？
本人最爱的月饼，非《海外天》莫属！！！
而且，最喜欢《海外天》的《万紫千红》和那个用樱花做的月饼。。。
《万紫千红》是用龙珠果制成的，所以内陷是红色的
樱花的嘛。。。。
其实很久都没吃到了，印象非常好。
樱花呢~~谁会想到呀？
就是喜欢！

hmm。。。
中秋节不能少了柚子！！！
本人也超爱柚子的！！
甘甘甜甜酸酸
不就是秋天的滋味吗？
所有农耕成熟时，不就是秋季了吗？
此时的感动最深刻。
尤其是要考试的人还在写blog，
haizzz。。。。。
仰天长叹，奈何今宵不能游戏。。。
奈何中秋落今宵~幸得烤肉似安慰
算了，本人赏月去！！
谈杯茶先~~