Sunday, July 26, 2009

a mess week

arggg....
just finish 2 singing competition
and the gubahan competition on 1st of Sept. has been canceled
ggg....
well, let me make a conclusion for my last week..
on Mon. ,the Cliff. has came and ask me & Gwen whether wan to take part in the singing compett' anot....his partner has to go for piano exam that day..
well, he seem like want to perform so we egreed to him..
we were told that that day has an audition..
so we chose the song 'come back to me' by one of our favourite singer--Utada Hikaru
this song is really difficult for us..
the pitch is high and she's a vocal master..
and just look at us...we are just a normal ggg...
we keep on practice and practice..
but finally the idiot told us there's no audition but some announcement..
=.=|||......
and that stupid Cliff. just wanna go home and sleep..
the next day, we decided to get out from that compett.
Wed., we have a practice of the song...i told the Cliff if we were absent on that day?
he just said 'you don't come don't come larr...none of my bussiness...i'll still sing with Adele(his partner) nevermind...'
then he keep his guitar , ready to go home...and sleep...
what kind of groupmate is this ?he better be the groupmate of Zhougong...be a guitarist of Zhougong...ggg
these few day, almost the whole school brought guitar...
but no chinese girl bring guitar..no Malay boy bring it,...
indians were equal..
on the day of competition,Thursday.
early in the morning,ths stupid Cliff came to our class and say,i'll sing with you two..
sing...'sing'
his parter again stomachache ...unbelieveable...like joking...
well, we act like nothing... if not,we just quite the competition
on the resess time, we mwt his partner --Miss Adele..i asked her some questions...and i know.they will sing together soon...
=.=
we strongly wanna quite that stupid competition...
we do
and...many things happend that day...
first, my throat was in pain, suddenly i 耳鸣..gwen... i'm not so sure of her...i think she's not in a great condition...
and while we were practicing before the compett start,we can't sing well,can;t reach the pitch...suddenly,one of the string of the Cliff's guitar pssiakk!!

NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
he ran back hime and took another string...
inthe time he's not here,the compett is going to start...we go register...
nvm...大不了we quite
we were not the worse...his partner...hahahahaha Miss Adele..is going to cry...
well the Cliff was not just our guitarist...
he sing with Adele in name of 1 group..and he's guitarist for 3 groups....
@o@
he actually have to thank us--me & Gwen...
if not we invite her to be one of our groupmate in Chinese SINGING compett, he wont be like today...
ggg
and...we were the 33th group ...
every group 3 minutes...
started from 3.00p.m.
we sang at 5.00p.m.++...
at that time,many people has went home..the teacher is so lazy ...
one has stand up and pick-up rubbish..while the other was laying on the table and look at us...the people who left were less...i have no mood to sing...so i simply do it...i'm quite sorry to Gwen...she has破音 for twice...
我让她唱那么难的部分 对不起
well, i dont know about that stupid red Cliff's performance...
don't border about him...i've fired him...
hahahahahah............痛快...hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
dont know why...i think this week is quite hard...
we were caught and were forced to go to apologize to some one who we had edited his picture...5 Mahir...ggg
a knowledge competition on this Sat.arggg.....i stll hvnt finish those books...ggg
help me!!!!!!
xx xx xx--(X^X)--
trier is coming...i still not understand teacher's tought...every single thing...
PMR is the worst thing....
haizz. flute....i dunno how to blow liao....
draw... i have no idae on it ... ggg.....
arggg.......

today is 26th of July....a month after the death of king of pop---Michael Jackson...
his news are still on news paper...some of them still remember him...

...
rest in peace....

preassure on my head, on my body...
and the only pen which is my favourite, my love, has broken...
my heart broken too...
that stupid 冬瓜茶, spilt on my bag and pencilbox..i wanna clean up my pens so they wont hv the smell of it..then,~!@#$%^&*()_+{}}|::"<>?,./;''[]\-=`
stupid...
只差眼泪没掉下来而已
多心痛啊!
one in a million,
one in a billion,
one in trillion,
one in zillion,
the only in universe, ever and after....
it was bought by my aunt when she had a trip to the DisneyLand of Japan..
she firstly give this to my brother...then he doesn't treat it well.. i took it with me..
since then it was my love...
and now my love has broken....
where could i get another deep love as this?
ggg......
i curse on those people....


i want my peace life back!!!
idiots!!
fools!!
get out of my life!!!
i wanna see you no more!!!!!!!



goodbye.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

ggg...

grrr~~~
competition, competitions
ggg...
hmm....i wanna 抱怨 again liaoo~~
ggg
there are flies surrounding a unripe fruit
praising it as a god or something..
and the fruit are like the queen, with a shiny crown ,
who, given by those foolish flies..
=.=
i turn away my face,
trying hard not to see those stupid flies' lies..
but there come some more..=.=
well, should i walk away?
it's too dirty here...
the stupid country keep on burning her forest
and let us suffer at here...
don't you know that we should save the earth?
damn you !!!
ggg
haizz... next Sat. is the day of the competition...
the contestants were given 3 books to study..
and i still have 2 books haven't study yet...
ggg.....will i won any prises?
ggg
1st Aug 09----knowledge competition
1st Sept 09----gubahan bhn buangan competition
ggg...how about
1st Oct. 09?
haha
hhhhmmm...
good luck~
yea~
i can draw already...
i were out of the bottle already~~
arggg~~
gambatae~~~
and you too...
ps/my leg is fine now...
ggg...' .~

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

未痊愈的伤

haizzz...
差点忘了,
上个星期一,把脚弄伤了
膝盖下面一点点的部分
现在已经过了一个礼拜+两天,还痊愈。
我是不是该反省了?

196th &20th

well,
it seems to be healed ..
which the part got hurt
.
hmm...
this is the 196th day of 2009,
and the 20th day after Michael Jackson's death..
.
i think it's time to keep all my sadness and concentrate in my life..
still have many things needed to be done..
haizz...
just fly up to the highest part of the sky...
dancing like an elf ...
peacefully,gracefully...
sing like the angel...
crystal clear and penetrating ..
and when the time the dance has broken into pieces,
and the last note of the song has fallen into the river of universe
every thing's gonna end...
like the man who sleeps forever..
your sadness, my wound, the fairy tale,and smiles...
make it an end...

goodbye ..

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

last seek for the legend

for another two more hours,
the legend is going to be totally disappear in this world.
feeling so sad...
the sky started to cry...
outside my window...
it's tears dropped on the face of the world.
i still cant believe that he has gone...
still can't accept the fact that he has gone forever..
i wish that he could have his last concert
everybody is waiting that moment he's standing on stage, sing and dance,
perform his best
he was born to be on stage,
born to be an icon,a super star, at the top of the world..
but now he has gone and leave those hopes never comes true..
we are so lucky...
here, for us it is the night ...
we can sleep to skip those unacceptable facts..
but there, U.S.
they are in the morning...i'm not sure the weather there is good or not,
but those people's must be very very sad and sorrow
how could they continue their day since it is just morning?
good luck babe...
good-bye Michael Jackson

bow to the legend,
bow to the star,
good-bye.
and you may rest in peace

Saturday, July 4, 2009

breathless in sadness

hmmm...
wah should i say..
long time no see?
haha..pls don't ..
these a few days,
i feel sad...
maybe too many people has gone in these few day....
not too many also...
just Micheal Joseph Jackson,Farah Fawcett,aunt of SM,a few fans who followed their idol to the way of heaven(were told-12 ppl,or more..),and so many ppl who i never know..
hmm...
what should i do?
i can't draw, i can't write,i can't do any0thing...
just put myself into the world of music..
put my mind into music.
i'm so afraid that i will forget about them someday..
the worst thing in this world is the memory...
which someday we are going to lost it
so sad to heard that.
i'm fear..
the hardest thing is to say good bye..
never thought i could hurt by this...
the feeling is strong enough to make me strength-less
cant believe that they've gone forever...
in these few days...
the world lost a genius ,a super idol and....
they've gone to a better place...
a place without pain, illness, stress, sights, unfair,tears and sadness...
he worked too hard in this world, and they've lost toomuch things while they're in this world..
never mind...
now, in the name of God,
u all may rest in peace...
no more tears on your faces, no more pain on your bodies or hearts or spirits...
God bless you...
我永远不会忘记你
深深留下的痕迹, 怎么抹去?
深刻得我抽痛不已,
好像心脏快要停止了
即使有天不再提起你,
那只是被时间的灰尘覆盖了。。
但那更贴近心里。
贴在一起了。
永远忘不了。
i swear...
i promise you...
i wont forget you...
'you are not alone...
i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay....
you are not alone
i am here with you
though we're far apart
you are in my heart...'
you're a miracle,
a legend...
the king of pop,
a gift from God
the one and only..
Micheal Jackson,Farrah Fawcett..
rest in peace....