i'm who i am!!!who cares!!i love my life!!!!

it had been a long time ago....
my last post in english....
any way, i think written in chinese is more comfortable and relaxing....
i can make it many changes..
haha...

wednesday,just KL and i went to school...
gwen was sick...
i was wondering before i went to my class....
i had a seek from down and i saw the room was in dark..
(my classroom is at the third floor)
then i pray in my heart,
pls,just simply let someone there.
then, my leg carried myself up to my class.
i was shocked--there a no even a shadow of human in the room...
the tables and chairs were arranged and it was dark...
i'm not afraid of dark but loneliness....
before i step into the classroom,i heard someone's call.
i turned to left
there was KL sitting at the ...a piece of land which is excess..
we usually chit-chat at there,or feel the gentle blow of the wind....
well,she just sat there....do not knowing for how long....
but i think she was happy to see me because i was happy when i saw her.
haha
then,we play poker...while waiting for the happen of other miracle ..
there was.but just 3 more--Natalie,Johan Arif & Koh Dee Dane.
haha
we keep playing cards..
KDD too, with us.
that day, we were crazy....
first,we were so bored to do anything....
looking at the mural,i just felt like a balloon without air....
week~~~
some more there are a group of malay boys playing ..phone ?and play the heavy metal, rock music so damn loud.
our minds were fully disturbed and hurt...
so, we sit and stop our work immediately...
but those stupid human do not know how to look at people's face....keep playing their disturbing music...
damn.
we then play the card again and walk here and there....
we finally go into the 'bilik kesihatan'.
there a some beds there..we took of our shoes and roll on the bed....
haha...
such a silly thing...
we talk and play poker again....haha
finally, it's recess time.
we took our food and go into the 'bilik kesihatan' again
those boys were gone for food...
so we quickly paint the mural and we enjoy our time...
haha

i had forgotten when did us pack-up those painting equipments ...
then, the weather started to change into windy.
we had a great mood in that moment.
the mural was near the field.
there are a group of boys playing football there.
i like the weather,and KL likes it too.
we sat on a part of the field,under a tree,
then we started to play cards again.......
haha...
then, we felt unsafe for being near the football guys....
so we moved to annother part of the field....a 'bola baling' court....
there area more flatten and....warm.
haha.
it was very windy...
but we still sat there and play card=.=#
i saw the clerk talked to the boys...
i guess he told the boys so they stop playing because it's going to rain...
although we were far away but he showed the sign 'come back' to us.
well, i stood up to showed him the 'sign' that we were going in...
when he turned and go way,
i sat down again....and continue playing=.=#

we were crazy...
you cant imagine how strong was the wind....
the janitors had just cut the grasses.....
and the flower were all over the earth...
as we still sitting there, the flowers, grasses slapped us burstly.....
poor us....
but i like the pattern of the wind....
haha.....
the pattern of the grasses when the wind blew on them....
waving here and there....
such a beautiful moment....
well,we were badly hurt.....
then the rain started to fall....
we quickly finish the game and ran to a safe place.....

we had forgotten that those seniors were having exam.
then we go away embarrassly....haha
but then we found that we were stood under the rainy sky...
we quickly go to the toilet which is opposite the place we stood.

the toilet is placed at the bottom floor of the 'form 2 ' blog....
we saw a few girls were very nervous and so damn 'gan cheong'...
runnin' here and there....
finally, we found that they were exchanging answer in the toilet
using a piece of paper....
they discussed loudly and ....we heard all....
wow~
i never done this in my life also....
i believe in myself.
haha~~

then, we feel bored and no where to go...
poor us...
so,we go for food.-->canteen.-->yeah~~
we asked for some food but the 'kakak' said they have no more food.....
or...you want 'nasi goreng'?it's $2
o-okay-y~
for KL's stomach,we ordered 1 fried rice.....
hmm...it's not bad!...quite nice....
then we saw some senior had 'teh tarik'
for sure,we spent money on 'teh tarik 'again...
2 of us-->$1.60
haha
don't you think having a hot drink in a rainy day/cold day is nice?
ahhhhh~~~~~~~~
so warmmm~~~
and it really taste good that day....
maybe if's because not many people having it ....
there were just a very little people in the canteen that day....
the situation is so damn good.....
we chat for a while....
then it's time to go home....

well,the rain was still heavy....
like i always say.....
you should do something crazy while you're young...
so,we've done something crazy.....
we walked in the rain..from the top of the hill until the foot of the hill.
i was having a sign to be sick...
but KL was non-stop 怂恿 me for doing this.
then we saw a few junior walk in the rain....
well, i felt envy....
so, just ignore everything....
we walk in the rain jolly....
‘啊~~~~~~~~~痛快啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~’
and the point is ,
we wore white T-shirt that day....
you know what will happen when white shirt got water....
oo...unimaginable...
but we had did it.....
hahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
痛快啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
along the way, many people looked at us.
haha,who cares?
i'm happy~
haha~
we're happy~

Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten

I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten, yeah

Oh, oh

I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines, oh yeah yeah
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way oh, oh

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it ofr you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
the rest still unwritten

(Gospel)
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open *****
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open *****
Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

The rest is still unwritten

haha....

crazy isit?
my mom (⊙O⊙) when she saw me in wet....
haha!!!

i'm still young,so i did some crazy thing...
haha

night....
i had to go for a recital..
well, i was sicked....haha
fever..a little
haha.....
nvm.....who cares?
i like the third song they played
-->Le Grand Tango
yeah~
it's a very joyful song....
haha....
i feel like flying~~
haha.....
who cares?

hey you stupid idiots,
this is my life
and i damn love it.
i cheer for it!
i damn enjoy it!
i do things that i like!
i can spend my money
i can dance in the rain!
i can go travel to the whole world!
i can fly up sky!
i can sing every song i like loudly!
who cares!!
get away from me!!!
i'm totally free!!!!!!!!!!

damn free!!!!!!
who cares!!!!!!!!!

i'm the top of the world!!!!!!!!

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