起伏很大的April~

啊~谁来告诉我，我究竟是怎么了？很紧张,很压力！
他妈的，考试前明明还有一个星期的时间念书,奶奶的，竟然提前一个星期！！
他妈的，我哪来个地球时间去念书啊？没有时间表，没有任何tips，WTF！！
前提是，还有运动会!?

Orz...

great!太聪明，想把所有东西一次性搞完,结果什么都没做好，什么都没好好享受到。
你们在意的都只是结果，忘了最后是智慧与好处都是从过程中吸取的..
什么都没有，你颈上的，is just a coconut!! 装满了水，滚来滚去，没脑袋的东西！！

就是因为你们这些人，我们的水准才会越来越低!哈~
沉浸在自欺欺人的状态，把自己抬得高高的。哈！奶的！

算了~有点后悔自己pattern多多-3-..
但我得出发点是正面的！是为了演出，为了给人震撼，不是为了不念书好吗~
要是你认为我是为了逃避念书的事而搞那么多东西，告诉你，你不止错了，你还死定了我告诉你！！

算了~还好还好，我有善良的朋友，给我安慰和鼓励 ;)
加上MJ的 Man in the Mirror :) makes me feel better~
im very grateful for all encouragement or calling me to put my hair down..
it means a lot to me. TQ~~~~感动~

谈天真的是个很有效的铲除负面情绪的方法！！
所以，若有什么不愉快的事，压力，悲伤，失落..
:) 我也很乐意帮忙~ 说出来吧！我耳朵借你啊~ it's free and always wiling to help!
okok，done complaining,go study lah!

ah~many things happened on APRIL~~many happy event!
Dea(16th) & KX's(20th) +Wanling's(16th)+Huanling's(22th)+KDD 's(14th) birthday lah~













29th-PRINCE WILLIAM & CATHERINE MIDDLETON 's Wedding~












































\(^O^)/~
the century wedding man!!!!woooaaaaahhhhhh~~~~\(^O^)/~
愿他们长长久久，真爱永恒~~

dream wakes u up! :)

yes, live with your passion, live with your heart pumping,passionately!!
my objective forever--P.A.S.S.I.O.N!!
live with it!! live with it!

if u still have no direction,
get one!
if you are making an effort to look for it, i wish u luck babe!
don't be too rush!
seek it slowly,steadily,n it will comes eventually...
if u've already got it, doing it with hot-blood,
:) i'm so proud of you!! :DD

\(^O^)/~
to everyone: i wish u dream comes true! :)

Wrapped in Freedom by `shell4art

Live life wrapped in the freedom to be true to yourself
Never changing..to please someone else...
We worry often if what we say..is what others want to hear..
Acting in peculiar ways to keep others near..
Freedom to reach deep inside..
Being everything you believe in ..never choosing to hide...
To love those around you..without any fear of who you need to please...
To adore the beauty life has to offer..to absorb what you need
To be alive and free..never ashamed of how you feel
Never needing to hide....whats inside...to be what is real..
Being true to yourself..honest in all that you do..
Is a freedom..a gift..wrapped in truth...
Live life wrapped in the freedom to be yourself...

Copyright (c) shell


that's what all about..
freedom, being yourself :)

unusual me

lately, my mind was occupied with thoughts like 'relationships'.
savage imagination.
and it keeps playing in my mind..

what does 'relationship' mean?
if it can be eaten,how does it taste?
is it simple than a human's brain?
what kind of relationship is free from judgement n consideration?
which doesnt hurt?
what are ppl looking for in a relationship?
whom need to be satisfied?
...

最近的情绪很深刻,好像可以感受到他人的感受.it's not just putting my feet into others' shoe..
but my thoughts, my soul.
可以说，频率变一样了..(but i cant be sure)
the feeling was so real.how can i describe?

sometime, im confused.

im currently listen to this.. :)































(a piece of joining books n 'relationship'.. XD what a coincident!)
TIME TO STUDY!!! ARGH!!

today was an usual day-Pink-promise

there's smth i must share..

today was an usual(day

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 7, 2011, 8:26 AM

the truthful words planned a-night,
were lost in all the memorization
blind sight,

i just wanted a mere
[touch]
seems farther than the whole universe
when i'm standing there
facing your walls of ice
like a poppy in a deathfield
i am

a wish,
measurable words,
contained in a jar
that keeps sins leaks secrets, tears
one wish,
of a million years

i am
a mindful of perfect words
dispersed like dust when your pretty smile
cracks into a grin

i am the dust in the wind

-by Pink-Promise

i love her words..can be pictured n very touching..
simply touched :)

L.ost

终于终于！
很了好久的在家上网~终于解脱了！i smell freedom~ XD
真的，等待近2个月，盼了很久~常常很有感觉想发泄，却找不到方向..
好像对着墙壁说心事，连自己的回音都听不见。
网络像是一条隐形的通道，将眼睛与世界连接，甚至是心。
现在的人都很寂寞，对着电子东东再久也不会厌倦，电脑，电视，电话，好像变成了生命体，反而更了解人类，更清楚人们的情绪..
什么时候我们才能好好的说话？
虽然通过它，有时我们更了解彼此..

我生存下来了。
曾经没法想象生活里少了电脑和网络..我曾经以为很难熬，
但我还站着，但我还在呼吸，我还可以走路，上学，吃饭，睡觉，做梦...
其实没什么，是我们太过度依赖，久而久之养成的坏习惯。
别害怕，慢慢戒掉就好了！
眼睛更能教你相信世界的美丽，耳朵能分辨真话假话，敏感的味蕾更能唱出生活的味道，
真真切切。

或许吧..


最近......................没什么。
就感觉怪怪的。

‘每个人都有自己独一无二的价值’
那我的呢？渐渐失去从前的信仰。有点慌，有点乱。
信心渐行渐远，勇气藏了起来。
我真像个泄了气的气球，用仅剩的力量漫无目的冲刺，
然后往下掉.....
自由
坠落。


迷失






















怎么办？
别让它掉，别让它掉。我怕它又碎掉。
别让我掉，别让我掉。高低起伏承受不了。

超级挫败感！！不想提。
脚很痛！口很痛..
算了算了!!
先别动。