Wednesday, September 30, 2009

“你就放弃希望,然后打起精神来。”should i do what it says?

why~~~~
how come~~~.................?
i suddenly think about a ....'phrase'
“你就放弃希望,然后打起精神来。”
--you just give up your dreams/hope,then cheer up.

wooo~~~
i dont really hope in PMR....
everything i study now,i dont think i'll make use of them in my future...
i want to be a director of film,i wanna be a writer of a story,a drama,a movie,a film.
or, i can be an artist,a tourist,a story teller,or......
how i wish i'm studying under the universe...not just things from teks books ,not only from classroom...
upset-ing~~
ggg.....
well,someone had just told me,
dont think about anything some more,just simply go for it,go through it.
and always make it easy....
treat it as a chance to grow up....
well,
'i learn from failures'
i always said that these days...especially when i get my trial result.
i thought i'll get a better result this time,cos i do really put a plenty of effort on it.
Unfortunately, it makes me down...a little bit.
Coz i've told myself that i'll never regret when i choose the answer.
well, i do never regret even i got less marks just because that answers were false .
i blamed nothing...just my careless....i didn't do my revision well,and my laziness ....
haha....
i learn from mistakes....i'll be more careful next time...
hmm....
sej---(42/60)=68%
eng--(27+33/90)=67%
k.h.--(43/60)=72%
science---(30+42)=72%
b.chinese---?
b.malaysia---?
geo----?
maths--?

ggg...
noeven 1 A...
nevermind....
明天的我一定比今天的我更好!!
i got the confidence...yeah!!!!!!!!!!

good luck to me~~


i will survive!!!!!
yeah!!!!!!

looking for some benefits...AAAA......kkambatae-yo~~

AAAAAAAAAA.......
i'm now looking for some PMR trials,tips or something....
i've looked for a very long time..but,i can't found anything except the Chinese paper...
Disappointed man...
suddenly, i found a forum of senior talking about 'P.M.R'
just have a look below...
a person has just said like this...


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heyyyy

bm --- its actually quite easy. for obj, make sure you do a lot of trial papers from other states especially terengganu, kedah and kelantan, as they have the highest command of malay. therefore, their papers are naturally harder. if you get more than 30marks for obj in your exams, your safe.

for paper 2, try to do fakta for bahagian c, dont do story telling unless your superb at it.

BI ---- dont even have to try. its the easiest subject and the only one you dont have to look at. however, make sure you know the formats for different essays.

MATH----- just practice. everyday, tell yourself youll do at least 40 mins of math.

SCIENCE----- you have to understand! if you dont, you probably wont be able to answer much. get tuition if you must.

SEJARAH---- pls dont waste time reading your textbooks, their toooo loaded with info. buy the mini nota ringkas that is effective and simple. sejarah is actually quite an easy subject to score. just remember the faktor and kesan for every incident

GEOGRAFI---- maps, maps, maps!! make your own on sitings of petroleum, gas asli, kuprum and all. its also mostly just common sense, so just think (:

all in all, dont worry. dont waste your time studying from now. give yourself from june

i studied 9 days before the exam and managed to score.

this year will be your last FUN year, cause form 4 just aint that fun!

-2008 pmr candidate (:


well,i know...
it doesn't help...but i feel like been encouraged ,i feel better now,and more comfort.
thanks a lot..although i don't ever know you...thanks...

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still,파이팅!!!

---6 more days till P.M.R.
파이팅!!!
파이팅!!!
파이팅!!!
파이팅!!!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

파이팅 friend,파이팅!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD!!!!
my days to PMR are countable now.
O__O"…
( ⊙ o ⊙ )!
╮(╯﹏╰)╭
i'm still here.
/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~
(+﹏+)~狂晕
(╯﹏╰)
X﹏X
NNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have to lock myself up and study!!!!!
i want straight As arrrr......╭(╯3╰)╮
then i can call my papa and mama to buy me a guitar...
yeay~
but first, i have to face to killing EXAM---P.M.R
haizz....╮(╯﹏╰)╭
study originally is a very good thing ....╮(╯▽╰)╭
but just look around,those people should study one, haizz...╮(╯﹏╰)╭
dunno wat they're doin'..
haizz....╮(╯﹏╰)╭
well,i must bestir.
hahahahahahahahhaahahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
鱼之崛起~谁人能敌?~\(≧▽≦)/~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but if i accidentally fail my mission,o(>﹏<)o千万别 ooo~~~~~unimaginable...(jiok jiok jiok ...) well, as i've said,i have to lock myself. in a room,no food supplied ,no games,no computer,no anything without books.... then spam my brain with 'knowledge-s' hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha........................ SPAM,SPAM,SPAM!!!!!!!{{{(>_<)}}} (why like very scary?) no larr..... young boys young girls listen here,O(∩_∩)O i tell you,study is very good one,so horr,you all have to study properly... then you get good result...then you can go college or univst. then you may have a good future...if not~?! you go play anything you like and play it well..make it as your future. but pls dont hug the computer and dont sleep or eat....if not, you may reach the God very soon... well, i think i talk too much... haizz...look at me.dunno like wat already....haizz.... but never mind...i'll be right very very soon !!!!yeah!!!!! you know what, i found that if you dont have mood to fight, listening to rock,hip-hop,or some music which full of energy,
you will get well and have a grate mood to fight again!
really!!
you can try once!
introduces:
第一天-------------孙燕姿
No Boundaries --Adam Lambert
*Rising Sun-------*Dong Bang Shin Ki
*Survivor---------*Dong Bang Shin Ki

---and many....

but i think rock is best!
but the words of the song must be encourage-able larrrr......
well,
fight friend!!!
you can do it !!!
fight ,LEO!!!!!!!!
(ROOAARRR......)


파이팅 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!\(≧▽≦)/

Saturday, September 12, 2009

positively charged

haizz....
i wish i'm starting my post in this way.
well,actually i'm mot only fine but ...can i say great?these few days...
first, i would like to tell you that i've created a new blog to show about the movies that i've told everyone here.such as
'One Miss Call'
i'll tell about the story there,and post some videos.
if you have interest to what movie i've watch,and i think it's good,
you are always be welcomed.
...
these days,
i do really feel that i've grown up,
mentally.
don't know why...
i just feel that i am more mature now.
maybe i've already tidy up my relationship with those around me
i tried to solve those problems with a my way before,but i found that tears and anger are useless in solving problems.
i just hurt myself.
in this game of friendship, everyone is trying to escape from the problems...
they leave themselves away ,or show their back.and some had choose to be silent.
ya, 'silent is golden'
they like to fight ,they like to show themselves in front of people,they like to be the center of views.
i turned my face away,so i wont be hurt.
they like to talk,they like to share,theyare actually a good friend.but this makes me felt sorry to them,because i'm selfish.i'm not a good friend.absolutely not...
i'm shame on myself.
they can sing very well.but they act like an act sometimes....pretending like a clown.
so weird ...
and complicated

but....

it's okay now.
i'm not going to memorize these bad things...
get off from my head! you this stupid things....
i want to free my mind for the examination !!
go away...shoow~shoow~

arggg.....
just feel like reborn....
fresh and gay...
i dont force my tears anymore.
i dont first think about the negative way anymore.
i dont force myself to sing in high pitch anymore.
soft song,soft sound is great too.
warm and gentle...and comfortable ..
i'll be strong...
i like movies,i like drama,i like songs,i like singing,i like dreams...
and i wish my dreams will come true very soon.
so to you,
my love...

:).......(' ~)*....

Sunday, September 6, 2009

《鬼来电》的领悟

那晚,期待已久的日本恐怖电影--鬼来电第三部,也是最终篇,
很遗憾的,只能观赏到最后的30分钟。
























导演/编剧:
  麻生学/大良美波子
  
主演:
  堀北真希 (饰松田明日香)
  黑木明纱(饰草间惠美理)
  张根锡 [韩](饰安治努)
  板尾创路(饰木部义孝)
  
【剧情梗概】
  转发的话,就不用死。
  安城高校二年C组一行因修学旅行而来到韩国。学生草间惠美理(黑木明纱饰)十分期待与韩国网友安治努(张瑾惜饰)见面,同时也为密友的松田明日香(堀北真希饰)没能一起参加旅行感到可惜。其实,明日香是因为受到同学的欺负才一个人留在日本,没去修学旅行。
  修学旅行开展顺利,一个似曾相识的阴森来电铃声从其中一名学生的手机流传开了。在这个显示着 “未来时刻”收到的来电中还附带有收信人被吊死的照片——这就是传说中的“死亡铃声”。不久,那名学生果真如相片上那样死去了。但是,“死亡铃声”仍然不 停地袭击这群学生。怎么会发生这种事?怎么只要收到“死亡铃声”就要死?所有人都开始怀疑身边的人。对此抱有怀疑的惠美理开始着手调查这一连串可疑的事 件,结果发现短信竟然是从明日香的房间发来的。
  不过,有一个方法可以逃过这个可怕的死亡预告,就是把这个死亡预告转发给任何一个人。本来快乐的修学旅行顿时变成了血腥的战场。

其实,我不认为这部片子很恐怖,或许是没看之前的部分吧。
这部片子,还蛮感动的。
且看幕后花絮——
【幕后花絮】:
  恐怖中的人性思考
  描写发生在身边的恐怖电影《鬼来电(着信)》第一部由柴崎幸主演大收15亿日元的票房,乘胜追 击的第二部票房也突破了10亿日元。《鬼来电》系列被称为日本恐怖电影界中继《贞子》、《咒怨》后又一恐怖巨作,其改编权也早已被好莱坞购下。本次《鬼来 电》的最终回则由两个年轻的女演员主演,去年出演连续剧《野猪大改造》而走红的堀北真希和黑木明纱挑大梁,并继第二部在台湾选景拍摄后将外景地移至韩国, 更邀得被誉为韩国新生代“微笑少年”,去年有份出演韩国大热剧集《布拉格恋人》的19岁帅哥张瑾惜饰演韩国网友。承接前两部的恐怖气氛,最终回的恐怖指数 比起前两部更是有过之而无不及。其中有一场写到老师木部孝义(板尾创路饰)被杀后从口中吐出红色的糖球,导演为求效果更加恐怖逼真,拍摄时将糖球改成了韩 国的生牡蛎。演员板尾创路回想起时更表示这次的拍摄经历的恐怖程度并不逊于电影本身。除了极力渲染恐怖外,最终回也对友情与人性作出了深刻的思考。“为了 自己能够残存于世上,就可以把短信转发给朋友吗?”——这是本片由始至终贯彻的主题。在死亡面前,友情是否就显得苍白无力了呢?死亡与友情,你将会选择哪 一个?在试映会上,三位主演都不约而同地表示被这部恐怖片所感动了!
  不知道是该片的主创人员信心爆棚还是为了保持恐怖片特有的神秘感,除了举办了一场试映会外并无 过多地宣传,即使是剧照也鲜有公布。只是在东京特意搭建了一间与剧中场景相类似的鬼屋,让观众可以提前亲身体验安城高校学生身在“恐怖铃声”中的恐惧,追 寻被杀学生的足迹。随着盂兰盆节(即日本的传统鬼节)的到来,这部《鬼来电》也即将揭晓。

好吧,演员们都感动了,就让我来说说我的感动。
在最后,解决那恐怖简讯的方法被那韩国网友--安治努,找出来了——填满明日香的电脑。
大家都纷纷努力的写,拼命的发。
此刻,场景转到了惠美理和明日香的学校。
明日香看见许多被死亡铃声害死的同学(鬼)
吓的惨叫,想要逃命,却又遇到一个有一个受害者。
终于,在一间教室,她看见一名小女孩,一直在咳嗽。(或许她就是所有死亡的罪魁祸首)
明日香看着那女孩,明白了。于是给她拍背。
忽然,惠美理慌张的跑来,看见明日香正牵着小女孩。
惠美理一边跑,一边叫喊,阻止明日香。
惠美理非常自责,因为明日香被欺负时,她看见了。
而她因为害怕而没有伸出援手
导致明日香因选择以自杀来解决事情。
而死亡简讯因此而爆发了。
她非常自责,因为所有事情是因她而起的。
她跑着跑着,小女孩回头,并发出了强烈的力量。
惠美理被狠狠的推出几米之外。几乎昏眩过去。
镜头来到一间教室。
明日香与小女孩站在窗外,她正慢慢,一小步,一小步的向前。
惠美理又叫住了她。她回头。
惠美理的自责已远远超过了对死亡的恐惧。
她希望自己是死亡简讯的最后一个受害者。忽然,
惠美理的手机响了。
是死亡简讯。
上面写着:转发或死。
小女孩转眼便站在惠美理的身边。
明日香苦苦哀求惠美理把讯息转送给她。
惠美理哀伤地莞尔,坚决的说她不会转送,她已逃避得很累了。
镜头转向努力填满明日香的电脑的人们。
新的邮件不断增加,并以惊人的速度上升。
电脑反应不及,被烧坏了。荧幕上,有一个脸孔欲冲出来;
小女孩就像影像收讯不好般,渐渐的消失了。
明日香醒来,在烧坏了的电脑面前。她似乎被眼前的场景吓坏了。
惠美理醒来,在安治努的腿上,在一家网咖,乱七八糟的。
他们相拥。
原以为一切已结束。
安治努用手语比划着,向惠美理做最后的道别。
他说,他没有后悔认识这个朋友,也不后悔他做过的任何一件事。
他轻握双拳,举在胸部的下方,轻轻的上下摇摆了两下,表示永别。
惠美理停了一下,对他说,
sayonara...
安治努转身,走下台阶,走向旋转门,走出了那建筑。
惠美理默默地望着他离去的背影,
伸手摸了摸寒衣的袋子。
惊觉自己的手机不见了!!
顿然想起安治努!抬头望向他,并且追了上去。
可是旋转门却把她挡住了。
她拼命敲打着玻璃,叫喊着安治努。
安治努回头,望着惠美理。
多么哀伤的眼神。
他用手语比划着他心里的话:
我听见了你的话。。。。
我不会让你死的。。。
我没有为我做的事情后悔,
没有后悔认识你。。
忽然,手机响了。
同一个铃声,同一个简讯——死亡简讯。
惠美理用拳头狠狠的敲打着玻璃,拼命喊着‘不’!!!
安治努莞尔。
忽然,警车出现了,开了几火枪。
同时,安治努的口中突出了红色的液体,鲜红比玫瑰。
液体原来越多,惠美理的尖叫越来越凭繁,越来越痛苦,越来越震人之心。
安治努渐渐倒下,惠美理因无力儿坐下。
亲眼目睹安治努的死亡,为自己而死亡的绝对朋友安治努,惠美理心中只有无尽的自责,与无止尽的感受。除了痛苦,自责,与无尽的愧疚。
非得宁愿为了对方而死的友情才算是真正的朋友吗?
最后一幕,
明日香带着乘坐轮椅的惠美理来到了海边。
这是他们从前的约定。
如今来了,却非以从前所想象过的方式到来。
此时,轮椅上的惠美理,忘了怎么说话,遥望着远方。
海风吹拂,
饱受惊吓与折磨的心灵,似麻痹了。
远方。。。
朋友。。。
安治努。。。。
。。。

这是,中孝介的歌声渐渐的进入了荧幕。
扣人心弦的歌声,就像随着海风缓缓地进入耳肖,
进入心里。
这篇子并不纯粹是要营造恐怖而没有营养的东西。
透过这片子,观众得到的,更多是对于人生,友情的领悟。
在此,感谢你的赏阅。
送上此片(《鬼来电》)的主题曲,亦是片尾曲,
史上最感人的一把声音——中孝介的《咫尺回忆》。


感谢。

Friday, September 4, 2009

想我吗?
送你这首歌。
宝贝

很好听哟!
宝贝,放轻松。
这世界并没有那么糟,
振作,一起努力吧!
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