breathless in sadness

hmmm...
wah should i say..
long time no see?
haha..pls don't ..
these a few days,
i feel sad...
maybe too many people has gone in these few day....
not too many also...
just Micheal Joseph Jackson,Farah Fawcett,aunt of SM,a few fans who followed their idol to the way of heaven(were told-12 ppl,or more..),and so many ppl who i never know..
hmm...
what should i do?
i can't draw, i can't write,i can't do any0thing...
just put myself into the world of music..
put my mind into music.
i'm so afraid that i will forget about them someday..
the worst thing in this world is the memory...
which someday we are going to lost it
so sad to heard that.
i'm fear..
the hardest thing is to say good bye..
never thought i could hurt by this...
the feeling is strong enough to make me strength-less
cant believe that they've gone forever...
in these few days...
the world lost a genius ,a super idol and....
they've gone to a better place...
a place without pain, illness, stress, sights, unfair,tears and sadness...
he worked too hard in this world, and they've lost toomuch things while they're in this world..
never mind...
now, in the name of God,
u all may rest in peace...
no more tears on your faces, no more pain on your bodies or hearts or spirits...
God bless you...
我永远不会忘记你
深深留下的痕迹， 怎么抹去？
深刻得我抽痛不已，
好像心脏快要停止了
即使有天不再提起你，
那只是被时间的灰尘覆盖了。。
但那更贴近心里。
贴在一起了。
永远忘不了。
i swear...
i promise you...
i wont forget you...
'you are not alone...
i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay....
you are not alone
i am here with you
though we're far apart
you are in my heart...'
you're a miracle,
a legend...
the king of pop,
a gift from God
the one and only..
Micheal Jackson,Farrah Fawcett..
rest in peace....