ah ~
LOL.
其实啊，除了考试，还有很多有意义的事值得去做！！
借口！！   没错，懒惰才是理由。

考试啊考试，说好听是验收成果，
其实都是：
老师说的一百句你到底听进了多少？
一天24小时到底花多少时间念书？
书背了多少？
...
我可以不讨厌考试，但真恨死那制度！！！
课本，死背，填鸭，抱佛脚..都是现在的学生的求学态度。（很悲哀地说，本人也是D:）
我想，不断发展和培养的最后，他们要的都只是没有思考能力，没有反抗能力,没有创意，没有生存能力...的机器。
我称他为"脑死"。
制度也令人变得没勇气。人们的思想被蒙蔽了--会念书的都是有用的人，一定会成功。
我说，浪费自己天赋的人都是失败的，没有热诚的人也失败，没有梦想的....简直失败透顶

啊！！ 算了！
等等，我在说什么东东！？
明天还有Moral，念书去了！><

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Imperfection is beauty,madness is genius and it\'s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. - 不完美才是美丽，疯狂是种天分，超离谱总好过超无聊。—— 玛丽莲·梦露

发奋！！

oh 上帝啊~请见一切乱七八糟的东西从我脑袋暂时拿走吧！我想要全力的FOCUS 在考试与学业上！！啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~救人啊！！！ 很想说一个月不碰电脑。可可可可可可..可是...我怕自己遵守不了约定，唉~天啊！！！！！！！叫我怎么去考试！？怎么怎么怎么？？？？
紧张紧张紧张，紧张你回来啊！！！！

我太骄傲了!! 啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~读书读书，我要当nerd!!! 啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~，

好！！不开电脑了！明天开始！！加油吧！！应战了！！！！！！！无论如何都不准开！！
NOWAY！！

Rolling in the Deep-Adele

like the part where the 'lady ninja' dancing in the flour-liked space:DD
It's beautiful! like the effect,some kind of blurry beauty,got feel got feel

TURN MY SORROW INTO TREASURED GOLD

that's what i learnt from the song ;P
come on sis n bros!! Stand up, show your fire desire!! Let's go!!\(^O^)/~

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare.

See how I'll leave, with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do.

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.

The scars of your love, remind me of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it
To the beat

Baby I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love, remind you of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all

Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it
To the beat

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
But you played it
With a beating

Throw your soul threw every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

We could have had it all
We could have had it all
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand

But you played it,
You played it,
You played it
You played it to the beat

I love to be loved.

I wanna be a DIAMOND*

总是习惯在别人中寻找自己的价值，总是想知道自己对于别人来说有多重要。想证明自己，把自己推向事实的炼狱，苦苦挣扎。今晚有谁回想起我？

谁会因为我的不存在而感到不自在？
谁提起我了？
想我吗？
是我没错吧？
但愿你所想起的我是好的，是可爱的，是快乐的，是充满力量的，乐天的..

我卑微的祈望，对你来说我不是个转眼消失的一颗流星。
我追逐太阳，我要变成钻石

running in the rain

 

今天我们在the heavy downpour 下奔跑。

那种感觉很爽！

挥洒青春！！

无惧闪电雷鸣，不怕雨下得多大，往前冲吧！

溅起的水花，流水哗啦啦

原来，只就是青春！

:)
真不知从何说起。
当她把灯关了，有人捧着闪着烛光的东西进来，我就知道，出事！

不 是没有想象过，不是没有期待过；因为太过期待，太过渴望了，所以不想让自己失望，也有些抗拒，然而万万没想到所有的梦都成了活生生的，在眼前跳跃的事实。 我太开心了！！ 一时之间反应不过来。千千万万的感激，致：所有为此付出的人（精神，money money,organizing,and every piece of effort）尤其是》》Shar & Kai. 她们的付出超越其他，没有他们的话，我也不懂会变成怎样，或许就像从前一样平平淡淡，they bring DIFFERENCE this year! :D 很感动。

本来打算早点去学校的，然后在AB之间跑来跑去，不让任何计划顺利进行,hehe~ 打算去找我的爱讲话讲话，BUT!!我到学校的时候，我的爱已经在我班了，LOL.计划失败，就跟大家聊天啊~越讲越讲人越少。我是看到了，剩下我的 爱，Weijin跟我聊天。看着别人在外面忙啊忙，跑来跑去，我忘了自己的mission.== talk talk talk,忽然Gwen把灯关了，Shar 捧着里蛋糕走进来，后面跟着一大队人马，场面真的想去打仗，一点不夸张！！伴随着蛋糕的香气和闪闪动人的candle light,《生日快乐》唱得真好听，其中原因，我想是因为他们是我最亲爱的朋友们，他们为我唱的歌！:DDDD
\(^O^)/~wooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!
好感动~
:)

Kai then gave me a box.i first thought it was a box of card or notes from friends,but when i opened it,there was just 2 envelop inside,and a note written by Kai.I wonder why so mysterious.Opened the envelop,it's a card(?) looks like a postcard--with picture of volleyball court.the postcard is filled with 'my love(COCO)'s ' writting.. I was blurr,what is she writting!? o.O? tak faham apa pun!then i read it again...
OH!!
red through the note written by Kai,OH!!
it's a GAME! wow! TREASURE HUNT! COOL!!!!XD

终于下课了，游戏开始了。

我的hint是：

 

1.My Love ,Coco.♥♥
2.Class teacher 5B,Ms.Ng Sok Ching
3.Berd n the gang,as it shows
4.Shar then happy one C:
5.KX+ volleyball siao kias XD
6.Gwen, the PLAY.
7.Kai,the LOVE
8.Wendy ;)


:D 其实这些照片记录着这五年来，在学校发生的点点滴滴，我们的事。
Awwwwwwwwwwwww...so SWEET!!
真的很感动~~真的很很很感动！！！不知道该说什么，就这样五年的事情从记忆中跳回出来，跟着图片和文字的踪迹，从演了一遍，我的中学生涯。真的感动。:))
Awwwwwwww~好爱你们哦~~
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
最后，拼出了‘INTELLIGENT’ ，回到了目前的班。原来那是最后一站，有种众里寻他千百度的感觉XD
大家聚集在外面，给我一个圆圆的\(^O^)/card!!!
\(^O^)/\(^O^)/~Happy~ :DDDDDD其实我还蛮想拥有一个大家签名的卡;) 收到那个其实我很开心了\(^O^)/
没想到..............................................
Kai keep saying 的礼物，'软软的Camera'出来了。8O!!!8O!!!O__O!!!
OMGGGGGGG!!! IT'S HOLGA!!!!!!! IT'S A LOMO CAM!!!!!!!! omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgmogomgomgomgomgomgomgomggggggggggggggggggggggg..
天啊！！！之前彩排过的，我该给的反应都不知道去了哪里..其实想过的，自从Berd很自信的跟我讲一定会给我一个Cam后，虽然知道不可能实现的几率超出可能，但还是会小小38，想一下如果真的收到了应该怎样，开心的大喊大叫？因为感动哭到乱七八糟？觉得他们花太多钱而叫他们还回去？会愧疚吗？会开心吗？应该怎么表现才显得真的，诚意的感谢？怎样才不会看起来在敷衍？我应该做什么？？？
唉~
我真的不知道该怎样，我真的很被爱(*^__^*),im grateful,thankful to all of them!ESPECIALLY the 'committee'--Kai,Shar,Gwen :DD
yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... Thank you leh~

First shot was taken by me :) 很激动！！\(^O^)/\(^O^)\(^O^)/
they bought the HOLGA cam + Smiley Flash + 1 film :D
TQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQTQ

很开心。就像Sharon讲的，我很被爱。很感动。真的不太懂怎样表达，只好一直keep on repeating.

The first one wish me is Deadea,she called me in the middle of the night,once it reached 3th Aug :)
My LOVE,coco ,the first text me xp~ (my phone automatically off d coz out of battery,paiseh la~)
PY,the first wish me face to face! :D
Shar,she's the one take over the CAM thingy since Berd called off suddenly at last min..She wakil to buy the HOLGA,ma-fan-ing her parents to go far far to buy it,THANKS!!!!!!!! paiseh la~ really thank you~~ :)
Kai,planned the Treasure Hunt game.At first, i feel so kesian,i have to run here n there looking for those envelopes n 'alphebates' to redeem my present:( , but then i found it was really meaningful.Like it Much!!!!!! :D
Gwen,help in making those cards xp
Cake + HOLGA:
Kai,Shar,Gwen,Coco,KX,Deadea,Wendy,Alee,Shii,YNee,KWK,WeiJin,Azrin,
WeiSeng,ZQ,Aaron,Kent,WS,Berd,KDD,Reuben,Siauooi,Josh,WC,Eddy,Junkiat,
Hunnie,LY.PY,Munyee,Sueanne,Beatrice,Vera,Nat,Wanping.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..
YOU GUYS ARE SWEET!!!
once again, im thankful n grateful for all you guys did!! thanks for the celebration! thanks for the wishes,thanks for everything!! i'm really very happy!!! \(^O^)/
Im so be loved.. :)
APPRECIATE MUCH!!

What an UNFORGETTABLE 17th Birthday\(^O^)/
Thank you,谢谢, Terima Kasih,Nandri, Kam-sa-ham-ni-da,Arrigato,Merci
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
best wishes for everyone,be the king of insects--
SWEET!! :D